Three Days!

Packing finally coming to an end, Fall classes already started up. I leave tomorrow!

What about the rest?

So as my check in date is rapidly approaching and all my friends are beginning to leave I'm starting to realize how much I'm leaving behind... my family, my friends all the people closest to me really. I won't even have the comfort of knowing that Abbie's just across campus, something I've been able to be assured of since freshman year of highschool. It is a comfort to know that at least the people I'm leaving I can still talk to but what about the  experiences? I can't stop thinking about everything else I'm going to miss, this is the first fall in five years that I won't have Colorguard, or fall football, I won't even have NC State which trust me I'm going to miss horribly. Everyone is telling me that I'm going to Disney and I'll have the time of my life which of course I know is true. They're all right I should be excited, but even as I begin to take this huge adventure, its difficult to ignore that little voice in the back of my head that tells me I won't be among the NC State students celebrating our (sure) victory over UNC or even one of the stressed students in the library cramming before midterms (ok maybe I won't really miss that).

Ok, all that said I feel like I'm ready to leave and I am extremely excited to begin what is so far the biggest adventure of my life. It's just hard to take this leap of faith into the unknown and brand new. I know its just cold feet, it's always scary venturing into a world that you don't know especially when you're so happy in the one you're already in and I've had just enough time to get completely comfortable at State. Well ready or not the most exciting time of my life starts in 11 days...

20 Days!

Yes, Ladies and Gentlemen excitement for my College Program once again brought me to literal tears,(I knew I shouldn't listen to Wishes) clearly I need to get my butt to Disney. 18 days until I leave, 20 days until I check in. Mt attention span for anything non-Disney related is growing really really thin, unfortunately I still have eight more days of class to force myself to buckle down.... These are the times that I wish I could make studying an epic movie montage where I just play some empowering pop song and then *BAM* I'm test ready. Actually I wish that I could make the next 18 days a movie montage, clearly the song of choice would be Celebrate You. Day 19 is gonna kill me, not just because it's ONE FREAKING DAY AWAY, but also because my family and I are going to Typhoon Lagoon, which seems like a mean little teaser to drive all the way and then be sooo close and in a Disney park and unable to go to Magic Kingdom until the next day oh well better Typhoon Lagoon then a hotel room (off rhyme?). Well sleep awaits because There's a Great Big Beautiful Tomorrow (get it?)